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Hi. I'm Ant. Welcome to my Blog. I'd give anything to be Brian Fallon or The Boss. 27. Engaged to the most incredible girl. I also have the best friends.

I need to find something to occupy myself with…

I’m sitting here. kinda bored. and all I wanna do is stuff my face. seriously so hungry but I’ve been eating all day. fish and chips for lunch, crisps, sweeties, already had dinner and I’m STILL FUCKING HUNGRY.

BODY, Y U WANT ME TO STAY FAT?! 

think the weather is gonna be pretty shit and I don’t think I’ll have cash to do anything for rest of the week so I can see me spending Wed, Thu and Friday at the gym. I was so health conscious Aug ‘10 - Dec ‘10. I was walking to work, playing football and eating healthy and losing weight like no-one’s business. The bad weather kicked in and ever since, I’ve struggled to get back into that exact frame of mind and determination. 

I need to. I don’t feel comfortable in my body right now. I’m by no means obese but definitely carrying too much. Until I shift it, I won’t be truly happy.